zenprodigy

There is a fine line between forgiving someone for something they did
and its total opposite, which is not forgiving that particular
individual, most often than not for some pretty fucked up things
they’ve said or done. At least, there used to
be. Not anymore, ever since you’ve crossed that invisible yet sacred
line which is now deemed non-existent, rendering that there is no longer a degree of separation between
the two. It is a time when enough is enough, when everything ever said and done over a period of time is weighted and taken into careful consideration, and all of that leading to a simple decision being made, which is to forgive or not to forgive and in this case, not to forgive. You’ve made a bad decision that you would most certainly regret making, and you’ve screwed up so badly that it’ll take you your whole damn life to make
things right.

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Sure, it’s only human that we mess up every now and then.
Many a times, you utter something insulting under your breath. Many a times, I
let on go like I was a little deaf. You’ve forgotten an important fact, I am
human as well, just like you, just like the others. Running away seemed
like the easy way out. But no, I’m not running away this time. Ineloquence and anger. It fills me up within. No
point wanting to make things right on your behalf simply because you’ve stopped making
any sense at all. You’ve done it once and you’ve done it a thousand times. Those words you’ve said, they reverberate in my head
from time to time, again and again. I’m getting so tired of you being a nuisance which seems rather absurd because it does appear to grant you immense pleasure in a sick and twisted kind of way (yes, there is more than ample prove that something is wrong with that fucked up brain of yours).

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My soul is aggrieved, both my body and mind are numb. Mark my words, you son of a bitch, I will no longer tolerate your utter nonsense, I’ll snap the moment you piss me off again, and things wouldn’t be pretty.

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